I'm nothing more than a line in your book.

Thu, 05 May 2005 16:30:59 GMT
okay heres how it is.
this journal is being deleted tomorrow night, or the night after.
if you are my friend add my new one.
here is the link.
onthreeoverdose
i am not adding anyone, so if you want to be
added, you add me and ill add you back if i like you. most of the
entrys in the new one will be friends only so yeah.

Thu, 05 May 2005 02:24:02 GMT
ughhhh.
why do i get myself into this shit all the timmeeee.
:(

Wed, 04 May 2005 15:43:06 GMT
i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: derek
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: boy
4. birthday: septemeber 6th
5. hair color: Brown
6. eye color: brown
7. shoe size: 11
9. height: 5'6"

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends? no idea
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nah

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: online
2. any tattoos or piercings: nope

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: yes
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever the mother buys
3. what are you most scared of?: open fields in the night
4. who is the last person that called you?: missy
5. When do you want to get married?: not any time soon
6. what would you change about yourself?: i would be skinnier

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: black
2. food: chicken! yeah im a nigga, so what.
3. boys names: no idea
4. girls names: no idea
5. subjects in school: uhm probobly history
6. animals: idk
7. sports: skateboardin yo

h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: myself?
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: i dont remember..probobly?
6: ever been in love?: idk
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: probobly when i was little
9. actually seen your crush naked?: no
10. cried when someone died?: yeah
11. lied: yes
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes.
13. been rejected?: yes.
14. rejected someone?: Yes
15. used someone?: probobly at sometime in my life...every one has
16. done something you regret?: alot.

c u r r e n t
clothes: black dickies, green fear before shirt
music: alexisonfire-no transistory
annoyance: SO fucking many.
book you're reading: none
in cd player: brand new
in dvd player: nodda
color of toenails: normal color?

l a s t p e r s o n
you touched: gary? idk
hugged: Emilyi dont remember
you IMed: kelly
you yelled at: my mother
you kissed: not listing names
who kissed you: same.

a r e y o u
understanding: yes
open-minded: Yes
arrogant: yes
insecure: yes.
interesting: no
random: sometimes?
hungry: a little
smart: no
moody: very
organized: meh i have my times
shy: around new people sometimes
difficult: yes
attractive: No.
messy: kinda

r a n d o m
In the morning I: wake up and go to school (usually)
love is: a horrible thing
i dream about: really, really random things.

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: if i really want to talk to them.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i think i have once..just to see what its like
wish you were younger: no
cry because someone said something about you?: when i was little maybe

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 1?
of hearts i have broken: 1?
of guys/girls you kissed: 2
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: idk
of cds i own: not too many
of scars on your body:: lots

f i n a l q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: when i have nothing to do yeah. aka now.
2. gold or silver: idc
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: the ring 2
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: family guy
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing yet
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: hmm i dont know
11.could you live without your computer?: yes but it wouldnt be fun
12. would you color your hair? nag id look like a fag with any other color
14. habla espanol? no
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: like 180 lol
16. drink alcohol?: yes

okay thats it.
comment.
or ima kill you.

Mon, 02 May 2005 19:52:40 GMT
okay so heres my week so far.
today and tomorrow=band practice.
sometime this week, im hanging out with missy. :)
friday night into saturday me, ashley, her friend laura, and her other friend are going to some place in ri and going camping.
then i dont know what is going on.
so if you wanna chill one one of them free days, tell me.
bye.

stolen from giana.

Mon, 02 May 2005 19:49:34 GMT
Favorite:

gum: idk
restaurant: burgerking
drink: dr pepper
season: fall/spring
type of weather: spring/fall

Emotion:
thing to do on a half day: what does that have to do with emotion? but uhmm sleep.
late-night activity: sit on my ass on the computer
sport: skating
city: providence or boston
store: the online ones

When was the last time you..
cried: a week ago i beleive?
played a sport: a few days ago i skated
laughed: today
hugged someone: oh god i dont even remember

felt depressed: today
felt overworked: last week
faked sick: idk

What was the last..
word you said: i dont know
thing you ate: apple pie thing
song you listened to: jimmys new project thingy
thing you drank: water
place you went to: school.
movie you saw: jason x LMAO

Who was the last person you..
hugged: dontknow
cried over: missy :/
danced with: noone
shared a secret with: god knowsss
had a sleep over with: uhm austin and ryan slept over saturday
went to a movie with: ben aaron giana jon allison
saw: the ring 2
were angry with: myself
obsessed over: fear before (i still am)

Have you ever..
danced in the rain: fake danced.
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: yes
drank alcohol: yes
slept around: no
had a movie marathon: no but i went to one.
gone too far on a dare: no
spun until you were immensely dizzy: who hasnt
taken a survey quite like this before: probobly

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
You
What is your first name:derek
Spell your first name backwards:: kered
Male or female:: male
Astrological sign:: virgo
Nicknames:: d-rock?
Occupation:: full time fatshit
Height:: 5' 6 1/2
Weight:: fat.
Hair color:: brown
Eye color:: brown
Where were you born:: bakus, norwich ct
Where do you reside now:: moosup ct
Pets: 4
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: idk?
Piercings:: nodda

Tattoo's:: none
Shoe size:: 11

Righty or lefty:: rightyy
Wearing:: black dickies, before today shirt
Hearing:: evergreen terrace
Feeling:: excited for le weekend
Eating/drinking:: nothing

Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love:: i think so.
How many people have you said it to: fuck love.
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: i dont even know i dont think i have.
How many people have you kissed:: 2
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: kinda on accident..it wasnt really a kiss
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: they have to like the same stuff as i do, and have to be chill, and know how to have a fun time.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: eyes and hair
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: idk
Do you have a crush right now:: yes
If so who is it:: missy.
Do you believe in love at first sight:: meh idk
Do you remember your first love:: dfghdfhj

Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have:: sista
What are your siblings names:: erin
What are your parents names:: gail and dean
How many siblings does your mother have:: 1
How many siblings does your father have:: like 5? 6?
Where are your parents from:: rhode island
Is your family close:: meh idk
Does your family get together for holidays:: yeah
Do you have a drunk uncle:: who doesnt?
Any medical problems run through your family:: idk
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: a wig maybe
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: nope
Are your parents divorced:: yar
Do you have step parents:: yes one
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: probobly somewhere down the line
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: yeah my great gramma who is now dead and alot of other people down the line
What song do you swear was written about you or your life:: quite a few brand new songs
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: idk?
What song reminds you of that special someone:: oh god. SOO many

bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets:: blueeee
What color are your bedroom walls:: blueee.
Do you have posters on your wall:: yeah alot
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: yeah
How many pillows are on your bed:: like 4? 3?
What do you normally sleep in:: t shirt and boxers
What size bed do you have:: idk its pretty big though
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: futon, and a day bed...but only the futon and my normal bed are in my room.
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: no

Describe the last nightmare you had:: nah i dont want to type that much.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: no
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 3?
is there ever going to be that many in my bed? there has been
Any unusual sleeping positions:: nah
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:no.
Do you snore:: no
How about drool:: sometimes
Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: yes
What color is the carpet in your room:: blue
What's under your bed:: shit

This or that
Doughnuts/bagels:: bagels
Day/night:: night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: easty siddde
Make love/have sex:: idk?
Coffee/tea:: tea
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: hamburger
Rap/rock:: rockk
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: american
Real World/Road Rules:: none
Backstreet Boys/Nsync:: none
Silver/gold:: silverr and golddddd (that song!) idk neither.
Nike/Adidas:: how about emericas.
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: omg both.
Sweet/sour:: sweet
Hot/cold:: mediocre

Winter/summer:: fall
Spring/fall:: both
Operas/plays:: none
Read/watch tv:: tv
Cd's/tapes:: CDs
Dvd's/vhs:: dvd
Old/new:: Old
Pink/red:: idk
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: depends on what its a picture of
Meat/vegetables:: depends on what one of what
Mexican food/chinese food:: chinese food
Scary movies/comedies:: scary
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: man thongs
Sandals/shoes:: shoes
Dogs/cats:: both
Unicorns/fairies:: unicorns
Water/land:: land
Sugar/spice:: sugar
Black/white:: black (color wise)
ribbons/bows:: none
Chicken/beef:: chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: both!
Cars/trucks:: cars
Austin Powers/James Bond:: JAMES BOND.
Popcorn/pretzels:: the big soft pretzels
Hip/hop:: neitha

Passionate kiss/peck:: "passionate kiss"
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: none
Back rub/foot massage:: back rub...feet are gress
Picture frames/photo albums:: albums...because albums dont hang on the wall for everyone to see.
Pens/pencils:: pens

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem:: die.
Virgins:: me
God:: fuck you
The Osbournes:: burnouts
Reality TV:: fear factor is okay
Religion:: fuck that
Music:: =fear before or love
Valentine's Day:: =FUCKING DIE. i hate that day.
Homosexuals:: homossss
Abortion:: let the women pick..i dont have a vagina.
Murder:: jail time nigguh

Death:: the journey of life ends in death
Obesity:: me, me, me.
Pre-marital sex:: idk
Fortune Tellers:: bullshitters

What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack:: be nimpble
Ben:: hen
Maria:: enricay
Amy:: aimeee
Adam:: idk
Richard:: dick
Arnold:: hey arnold
Tom:: zaniniinininini
Melissa:: cat shit
Charlotte:: GOOD CHAROLOTTE! rocken the houze
Vanessa:: idk

Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone:: no im fat
Broken a bone:: fingers
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: no
Swear at a teacher:: yes
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages:: im not too fond of glassjaw
Got in a fight:: yes
Dated a teacher:: hahaha.
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: no
Gone skinny dipping:: maybe? i dont remember

Told a little white lie:: many, i wotn deny it
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: yup
Stolen anything:: yeah
Been on TV:: my name
Been on the radio:: no
Dated one of your best friends:: leanne
Been on an airplane:: yes
Got to ride on a firetruck:: i was a junior firefighter...so yes.
Came close to dying:: yes
Cheated on a bf/gf:: thats the scummiest thing to do. i would never.
Gave someone a piggy back ride:: yes many times
Terrorized a babysitter:: ya
Snuck out of the house at night:: ya
Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: no
Had an eating disorder:: nope
Smoked:: yes
Done drugs:: yes
Been arrested:: no
Had your tonsils removed:: no
Gone to camp:: no
Won a bet:: ya
Kissed in the rain:: yes
Stolen a kiss:: no
Asked a friend for relationship advice:: yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: kinda but no
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: no.
Gotten a speeding ticket:: no
Done jail time::no...but buddy did house me.
Had to wear a uniform to work:: no
Won a trophy:: more than one for baseball
Thrown up in public:: can you say like 2 weeks ago
Bowled a perfect game:: no
Failed/got held back:: yes freshman year
Got perfect attendance in grade school: yes
Roasted pumpkin seeds:: yes who hasn't?
Taken ballet/karate lessons:: no)

Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: actually....no
Did you own Treasure Trolls:: YES
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: no
Did you play Simon Says:: ya
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: omfg yes.
Did you wet the bed:: yup
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: no i thought there was ghosts though
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: nope
Were you shy:: ya
Were you spoiled:: no
Did you go to the zoo:: yes
Were you in a car accident:: no
Did you build snowmen::yes

Did you think slinkies were cool:: they still are
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: no
Were you afraid of the dark:: yeah because i thought there was ghosts
Did you have slumber parties:: yeah
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: mm no.
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: yes

Randomness
Do you believe in aliens:: yes
Name three things that are next to your computer:: paper, picture of my old german chepard, candle
Whaat would your movie star name be:: LMAO GIANA! (HELLO TITTY) HAHAHA
Do you play any sports:: skate

What's the scariest movie you've ever seen:: texas chainsaw massecre IN THE MOVIE THEATER but on normal tv it wasnt scary.
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently:: idk
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: uh jason x probobly or killjoy 2
Do you drive:: no
What is your dream car:: any car thats good on gas
Do you think your good looking:: NO.
Do others think you are good looking:: no

Would you ever sky dive:: yeah
Do you believe in Bigfoot:: no
How many rooms do you have in your house:: i dontknow and im too lazy to count
Are you afraid of roller coasters:: o abslutely love them.
Do you believe in God:: no.
Do you believe there is a heaven:: maybe
Do you own a pooltable:: yes
Do you have a pool:: no i used to
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen:: ya
Do you like chocolate:: yes
How many U.S. states have you been to:: idk like 15
Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: no idea
Do you carry any weapons on you:: nope

Name something you can't get enough of:: fear before, hanging out with missy.
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: fat lame dumb lmao
How many kids do you want to have:: 1 or 2 someday
Future kids names:: idk and giana who would name their kid sabastian it says ASS CHIN in it.
How do you release stress:: music, punch shit, type in my other lj idk
Are you a artistic person:: sorta?
Do you un-tie your shoes everyime you take them off:: uhh.no
Are you a strong person:: im not like totally weak
Who is the last person to e-mail you:: no one has in so fucking long
Who is the last person to IM you:: ashley and ryan whiston
Are you a deep sleeper:: at some point in my sleep
Are you a good story teller:: idk
Do you like to burn candles or incense:: incense
Do you have your own credit card:: no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? blow it on drugs ahahha
Do you have a check book:: no
Do you like your drivers licence:: i dont have it
Do you tan easily:: idk
What color is your hair naturally:: brown
Worst feeling in the world?: oh man..the shit thats going on now, and the shit that went on before.

Best feeling in the world:: this certain drug.
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?:: lol no..well maybe as a joke
What do you think people think of you:: idk..you tell me

Are you a likeable person:: if i like you
Do you need therapy:: i had it before when i was littler
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance:: no
What's your favorite phrase:: shut up.

Sun, 01 May 2005 03:53:02 GMT
okay so today was okay..erik kinda ditched me in a way..but whatever. so basically all day i hung out with MISSY sam austin...and ryan came over around 10ish.
missy and sam left like five minutes ago.
i wish they were still here.
uhmm buy exposure tickets off of us!
we need to sell atleast 30 or else we cant play.
:(
so please buy from us, and ask all your friends to buy from us.
okay thanks.
bye.
<3

wow...this came out really weird...

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 16:40:16 GMT

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Wed, 27 Apr 2005 13:47:34 GMT
okay i went to the show yesterday.
Underoath and the chariot were sooo good.
...but.
words can not describe my love for fear before.
they were fuckign amazing.
i took pictures, if you wanna see them, im me.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 04:17:52 GMT
we got a message on myspace to sponsor the support group for these three fellows. http://www.wm3.org
so sometime in the future we might be playing a show to support that.
check it out and whatnot.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 01:40:32 GMT
okay.
everyone.
this whole leanne/aaron thing. they are both going through alot of shit. so will everyone please shut the fuck up about it.
especially to aaron. all these people fucking dissing him and being gay about it all..seriously its unfuckingnescessary.
i know aaron messed up and all...but really, did he do anything to offend all the people putting him down and dissing him..because i love aaron, and i love leanne..and im not losing my friendship to either of them and i think all of you really need to stop being a douche to aaron because he made a mistake and that shouldnt effect anyones life other than his leanne and possibly aimees.
and aaron..i dont know if you have a problem with me for any reason of any sort..but i still consider you one of my good friends even though we dont talk as much as we used to.
so this is what im asking.

PLEASE STAY OUT OF THEIR BUSINESS.
seriously.

but on another note.
today i stayed home because i was suspended and around 2 oh clockk my house started smelling of gas..so i went into my bassment to see what it was..and i go down there and my whole basement was fucking covered in smog gas...carbondioxide. so i grabbed the phone and got the fuck out of my house and called my mom.

then i went to leannes with mitchel and ryan boucher..and erik and steph and leanne were there..steph cut my hair, we hung out. yadda yadda.
then me erik ryan, and ryan, and neil went to owen bell to skate for a while.
i took 4 no doses and right after we dropped ryan whiston i opened the door and puked my brains out.
then we drove around a little..and we stopped at a stop light like half an hour later and i opened the door and puked my brains out even more.
and now im home talking to missyyyy. i miss her.
erik is sleeping over.
and i have to go back to school tomorrow.
wednesday me missy sam and erik are hanging out.
thank god.
okay well im out.
bye bye <3.

www.myspace.com/eunit

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 16:06:41 GMT
aw man i feel bad.
ashley came over like she was supposed to but i was sleeping.
im sorry ashley.
i thought you were going to call before you came :(
pwease forgive meh.
well i guess ryan and mitchel are coming over now so atleast i have SOMETHING to do.
i dont want to go back to school tomorrow.
fuck me.
dfjsdgb

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 16:26:14 GMT
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i have just made erik rich.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 04:01:16 GMT
today was fun.
missy, sam, erik, steph, jon p., and jon g. came over..then jon p erik and steph left, and me and missy and sam and jon went to go to the movies, but we were lateee...so we went in walmart bought some stuff, hung out, what not...then we went to rubie tuesdays and ate dinner..it was splendid <3.
then sams mom picked us up and now their gone :(.
i wish all days could be like today..except better.

AWWW my two favorite shortiesss

<3

that took me 2345346 times.

okay thats enough for now kiddies.
bye.
tell me whatcha think of us hott, sexy, overly georgious beasts.

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 15:53:57 GMT
...i think there's a midget in my yard...

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 05:56:24 GMT
today around like 4 missy and sam came over. we walked down to the skate park, and then left, on the way back i showed them that place behind the fire station thats like a waterslide typing thing. then jon and erik came over, after missy and sam got caught in like three lies/plans they finally get caught and were forced to leave. lol. so now erik and jon are sleeping over.
im still confused about the whole missy thing.
maybe ill figure out what i/she wants to do soon.
whatever.
tomorrow is practice, maybe ultimate frisbee game.
uhm oh yeah!

we have to sell battle of the bands tickets for the exposure show at the palladium.
we need to sell 100 tickets, if we do we get 10 hours of free recording time, and considering our demo songs basically suck ass, itd be nice if we could get this.
so please buy a ticket off someone in ATDE.
oh yeah, we also have a website now too. its pretty nice check it out. www.turtleboy.com/atthedaysend it doesnt always work correctly, so if it doesnt work, just try again.
uhmm yeah thats about it, bye.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 18:11:52 GMT
everyone.
tomorrow at 11, we are all having a huge game of ultimate frisbee at the KHS field.
everyone must go.
when i said huge game..that be assuming that everyone reading this shows up.
so do it.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 01:30:44 GMT
it happened again.
oh yay.

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 16:08:16 GMT
i dont know whats going on with this whole life thing,
but all i know is its confusing.
:(

LMAO pretty acurate.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 16:36:57 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53%

Stability |||| 13%

Orderliness |||||||||| 36%

Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63%

Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%

Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%

Mystical |||||||||||| 50%

Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%

Religious || 10%

Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%

Materialism |||| 16%

Narcissism || 10%

Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%

Work ethic |||||| 30%

Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%

Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%

Need to dominate |||||| 23%

Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%

Avoidant |||||||||| 36%

Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%

Wealth |||||| 30%

Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%

Change averse |||||||||| 36%

Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%

Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%

Sexuality |||| 16%

Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%

Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%

Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%

Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%

Vanity |||||||||||| 43%

Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Female cliche |||||| 23%

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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:
messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second guesses self, dependent, unproductive, introverted, weak, strange, unassertive, submissive, familiar with the dark side of life, feels invisible, rash, vain, anti-authority, heart over mind, low self concept, disorganized, not good at saving money, avoidant, daydreamer, unadventurous

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 16:19:58 GMT
i am one confused person.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 15:11:41 GMT
friday at bens was cool.
we got into some pretty weird talks that made me look at alot of things in alot of different ways.
the whole thing that ryan whiston said "life is just a long journey to death"
and the thing kyle said "when a foreign (sp) person moves to the u.s. and goes to a u.s. school the very first thing they teach them is the value of money, and how money is the most important thing in the world."
i find that fucked but yeah.
and a real lot of other things i thought about too but i dont really want to get into a lot of them.
then yesterday missy, sam, jon, erik, and ryan were over.
i really dont think things are going the way i wish they would have with that either.
ah i should be used to it by now but whatever.
uhm i have no idea what im doing today, i know jackies party is today and we might be playing there but i dont know.
whatever.
bye.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 00:32:23 GMT
missy, sam, jon, erik, and ryan blake are over.
why the fuck am i in such a bad mood.
ugh.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 18:25:40 GMT
okay so tomorrow missy, sam, and jon are coming over.
i really cant wait.
after they decide to leave im going to a friends party.
im not listing the name because he doesnt want alot of people knowing about it.
saturday, ii have no idea what im doing..according to sams lj her missy and jon and i are all hanging out again.
which i would enjoy lotssss :).
oh boy.
uhmm yesss leave comments puhpuhpuhpleasseee

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 04:39:38 GMT

Bored: Long Survey 'Bout Yourself!
Created by MyChemicalRomance123 and taken 364 times on bzoink!*
Basic
Name derek
Age 16
Hair Color brown
Eye Color brown
Weight im fat
Height 5' 6"?
Birthday
Favorites
Band fear before or aof
Singer georgeee from aof
Actor the ever so popular johhny dep
Actress idk
Book ...
Movie fear and loathing in las vegas
Food chicken?
Drink dr. pepper
Person idk
Love
Single or Taken? single.
If taken who? no one.
Do you love them? no.
How Long have you been going out? ...
If your single do you like it? i hate it.
Do you want a relationship? yes..if THAT person would ever like my lame ass.
For Or Against
Suicide do what you want
Abortion only if it was rape
Underage Sex whatever.
Teenage Pregnacy lame
War against
Drugs for. they help.
Teen Smoking against (even though i do?)
Gay and Lesbian Marriage i dont care what they do
Random Questions
Have you ever attempted suicide? no
Have you ever done drugs? yes.
Smoked? now.
Drank? yes
Got drunk? yes
Cut? fuck you
Match the Names of songs to the lyrics
"Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor" my chemical romance.
"I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies" ?
"It's one chance in your lifetime, but it won't be the last time" ?
"What's the worst thing I can say" my chemical romance again
"I'm a genie in a bottle, gotta rub me the right way" christina agulaera?
"In the kitchen on the floor" ?
This or That
Coke/Pepsi pepsi
Straight/Bi/Gay straight
My Chemical Romance/Good Charlotte mcr
Jessica/Ashlee neither.
Nick Lachey/Ryan Cabrera neither.
American Idol/Canadian Idol NEITHER.
Dominos/Pizza Hut bothhh
Life/Death sometimes i dont know
Mary-Kate/Ashley neither
Friends
Best i dont know anymore
Worst i dont know
Funniest erik probobly
Wierdest leanne? missy? both in good ways
Coolest as of now? missy. for a girl, and erik for a boy
Flirt idk
Loudest steph
Quietest none of my friends really are
Mysterious ?
Obnoxious rae
Annoying it differs
More Than A Friend no one unfortunatly
Want to be more than a friend theres a person but jsdbgsg :-/
Random Questions
What's your favorite animal? hmm not too sure
What do you want to be when you grow up? in a band
Do you have pets? yes
If you do What are they and names? buddy legend ralph and eva
If you don't do you want some?
Do you think Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance is hot (like I do)? whoever made this quiz is really fucking retarded
Do you believe in stereotyping? no
If you do what's your stereotype? shut up go die
If you don't, what do you think you'd be known as? i dont care
Are you popular? no.
What's your favorite sport? skating i guess
Are you concited? fuck no. im ugly as shit.
Would you be my friend? no you seem pretty fucking lame
Do you like My Chemical Romance as much as me? i bet you like 'im not okay' more than i do
Family
Siblings: Names and Ages erin, sister, 24?
Do you like your parents? yes
Do you look up (or down) to any of your siblings neither up or down
How many aunts do you have? idk
Uncles? idk
Grandma's? 2
Grandpa's? 1
Celebrities
Hottest? dont care
Ugliest? dont care
Funniest? dont care
Coolest? dont care
Best Band? fear before
Best Singer? george
Best Award Show? gay
Randomness
Are you religious? no
Do you believe in hell? no
Heaven? no
afterlife? no
recarnation? no
Satan? no
God? i debate it
Just about the end
Did you like this survey? no
What's the best part? nothing
Am I annoying? very
Are you a virgin? yes
If not how old were you?
If you are what's the farthest you've gone? make out?
Well that's all are you happy? no.
Well bye!? fuck you.
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Wed, 13 Apr 2005 02:50:09 GMT
today was chill.
me and erik and steph went to some college and seen skaliosis. they are actually better than i thought especially their drummer.
and yes now im home.
i feel bad though i would have liked to talked to misseh. but yeah got home too late.
tomorrow im suspended so i get to stay home :)
and erik gets out at 1 and then hes coming over to chill for a while.
i really cant wait till friday.
and to be honest i dont even really care about the drugs.
gfbhdgd :-/
uhmm leave me comments?
thank you.